Free

 Sometimes my mind and heart fight
 My heart wants freedom,
 so it tries to take flight 
But my mind needs stability, so it lays low
 Tired of getting hurt, so I move slow
 Permanently juxtapositional 
The questions I ask myself are usually rhetorical
 love may be the one thing I'm afraid to fall
....in
 Refusing to get taken for a sub-par spin.
 Questioning sanity 
Analyzing repetitious calamity
 Refusing to allow insipid circumstances to destroy my vanity
 Need a mental lobotomy to facilitate the ignoring of my emotional fuckery
 Free to sever ties and burn old bridges
 Free to be me with no fuck given 
 Free to have true peace of mind 
Free to let my heart find itself where it wants to be
 Free from the bondage of my own mentality
 Free to purely and simply be.....free.